ihatetheworld

2009-07-08T19:07:00.002+08:00

chi ol was ok. p1 and p2 was nice. ol oral also not bad. next mth is prelims and eng ol oral already. nxt wk spa skill 3 which im worried because it constitutes a large part of my spa. had chem spa skill 3 trial today. i think im gonna get 0/4 cuz my hcl is not in excess and i put it in afixed period of time. AHHHHHHH!!!!!! then after was s.s mock exam. but i screwed up one essay. some more i studied for it. pissed. but sbq was nice. then i was wondering why i finish still left 20 mins plus. so weird. like i missed out sth. first time for s.s you know. so now im on the intensive speak good english wk to prepare for ol oral. lols. haha. jia you. 5 more mths now. aug going to get back chi results. hope can get a1. 22 july ol listening for chi. hope dun screw up if not it is gonna to affects my grades badly. there is a very funny chi show guo ji jiao liu zhan on channel 8 from 8 to 9. that is very funny. anybody interested can go watch.

2009-06-10T18:59:00.000+08:00

so this past 2 wks was hectic. two more days before sch ends. then 2 wk break. and sch start again with a mock s.s exam on fri. watch angels and demons last sun. quite nice the shoe. better than the da vinci. so ya. im bored and i dunno wat to do. spa 3 trial and o lvl coming up soon. not surre if can do well. watch a lot of show this past few days and upload i pod playlist. feel quite dumb. upload nice nice then have to make the playlist permanent. so some songs noy uploaded so have to re do it again. pissing sia.. so thats it .

2009-05-28T18:50:00.003+08:00

intensive chi now. 4.5 hrs every day. plus paper 1 and 2. its enough to kill anybody. oh ya. staring at com for more than 1 hr continuously can cause serious eye irritation. anyway too muuch chi can also backfire. my compo its like from 34 to 28 now la. im so sick of it that i dun bother to read through wat i write so pretty much most of it is crap. nxt wk is eng everday then following wk iss s.s. seriously its like intensive for these 3 sub. its enough to wear anyone down. mid yr had 3As and 5Bs. not pleased with myself. a lot of subjects with B3 s like one or two more mrks then can get A2 one lor.zzz. the L1R5 14. so high. dun nid to go JC le. screw it. oh ya. OL chi this mon. dun feel much. just want to get it over with. everyday finish at 4 plus. i want to die with fatigue le. just want to get A1 and forget all abt it until JC. then s.s had ranking lvl position was 29. border between pass and fail the ppl. cuz my name start with z lor. oh and OL i have to sit RIGHT IN FRONT!!!!!!!!! WTH. i dun want leh. if want to add sth oso can not. oso very stress with the teachers staring at you. jeez.

2009-05-20T18:59:00.002+08:00

exams are over. FINALLY. after 3 wks of exams. what a relief. chem p1 was so pissed with myself. made a super dumb mistake that i do not want to think about it any more. any way. today was a marking day. played computor like siao. from 7 plus to like now still playing. just watch this jap show called atashinchi no danshi. quite dumb. but funny. not bad. then watch this korean film called do re mi fa so la si do. dun like the ending. quite retarded. dreading fri. first ppr of the day is s.s. how nice..... can you detect my tone. already lost 14 marks. now just hope i can pass. some more got ranking. why do i have to do badly when we are rank. jeez. tmr going through eng, AM, EM, chi and phy. hope do well for these pprs. sat going kinokuniya. haha. going to have a book-spree. im currently low on bks. then after that on sun going to macritchie to walk the boardwalk in the morn.wanted to go zoo initially. (yeah. its lame. laugh all you want) but then saw the ticket price then change my mind. too ex. le. k. so thats all for today. bye. dead blog

2009-05-10T16:23:00.002+08:00

haha. very long nvr blog le. anyway exams started. not much time left. before exam, had five stations. manage to bass standing broad jump and sit and reach. so very happy. its llike the worst is over le. last last wk had eng. dementia wrote to amnesia. some more that part abt my grandpa. hope dun penalise too much. cuz the whole meaning wrong le. then section b the proposal format i at the end write wrong instead of writing proposal written by i wrote yours sincerely. zzz. one mrk gone. best part was i actually checked. then fast foward to last wk. slaughter. i think from last sat onward ive been waking at 7plus in the morn and sleeping at 11plus or 1 plus at night. even on sch days can some how wake up at 4 plus in the morn to study. wierd. then at the end i do my exam paper all a bit sleepy one. eng compre shld be able to pass. then chi p1 shld be ok. quite worried for p2. cuz the answers all different. then very difficult. dunno whether can do well. sigh. anyway, ss, dun want to say anything abt it. was such a dissappointment after all the effort i put in. all thks to sbq. sigh. lose 14 mrks le. die liao. seq was ok. but stilll. how to pass la. u tell me. then on fri was geog and bio. did reasonably well. so went home and relaxed entire day. today just watch finish boys over flowers. funny show. laugh the entire time i watching. lols. this wk gonna have am, em, phy, chem. i only finish em and chem. gonna chiong phy tonmight. tmr is full fledged am. feel quite relaxed now. after all those memorising subjects is over. i mean if i nvr take bio. i would probably feel that all those memorising would probably kill me. but once u study bio, its so much difference. seriously. like chem and phy the memorising is not as bad as compared to bio.

2009-04-23T18:17:00.002+08:00

went to sch today with a temp. of 37.1, then later around 8 plus, 37.6. then at2 plus,38.8. went home and missed bio. then go see doc. docs nowadays very dua pai. waited more than half hour for the doc whoch lunch hr suppose to end at 2. then she measured my temp. again. guee what. its a bloody 40.2. then now i got three packets of tablets to eat. sian.

2009-04-09T18:51:00.003+08:00

syf-silver. was expected so dun feel much other than the fact that other bands that was ... oso the same as us. suprisingly raffles also got silver. thought they will get gold lor. they played quite well . then today went marina. brought p4. ratio was 2:5. but then at the end they run about so we also forgot who our grp are and just take the whole class. lols

2009-04-07T19:19:00.002+08:00

syf tmr. dun feel much abt it other than the fact that i just 'pass' on my solo to shazana. yup. cuz her tone is so much nicer than mine. but now din have the stress of playing but got the stress of cramming 6 mths work into 1hr. even clayton commented tat dorcas, shazana and me looked stress. hmm... any way missing lessons the whole day tmr. so ya. then thurs cuz the school got sports meet then sec 1, 4 and 5 had special lessons. then after that is career seminar then go bring temasek pri 5 students to marina barrage for cip. going to be a long 2 days. the fri is good friday. gonna take the time to replenish my energy and chiong revision for bio and ss. hope the teachers dun give us too much hwk. oh ya. had difficulty staying awake today due to last night my hse was too noisy. like in the morning the motorcycle beep. then few minutes later, car burglar alarm went off. and its always that bloody car. then after that a few minutes later, the baby cried. and it was so freaking loud. and each time i had to wake up. then after baby cried got some other noise that i cannot remember cuz i just use the pillow to cover my ears and sleep. lols. k, so thats all for now.

p.s. chi lesson taught by my supposedly teacher rocks. it was ENRICHING, ENLIGHTENING and ENJOYABLE!!!!

2009-03-27T20:09:00.002+08:00

All you can see
is the fiery path.
All you can feel
is the rough granuales
between your toes;
the calming waves carassing your body.
The lullaby of the whistling wind,
droning on,
till you sleep.

so, touch rugby is kind of sick. you have to 'touch' people from the waist down if you are the defender. so mainly you will just up harrasing people's butt for this. hmm. they shld invent so type of butt guard for us lor. quite retarded the game. and vivie is super funny when she play with fiona. it is like a 'haha. you can touch my butt' sort of thing going on. lmao the entire time. then band had 'sectionals'. played to the forest helps. your sound becomes more open. (thats what zat says though) he was kinda angsty the first part of band. think ha over-stressed fpr syf le. btw. syf is on 8/4. which is abt a wk plus from mow.then after that NO MORE BAND!!!! yay. so looking foward to that part. did zuo wen during chi today cus cher nvr come. quite boring. but most of us just end up talking while 4/4 ppl playing around. im bored doing ss takk3. nut. what to do? life is nvr fair.

2009-03-20T16:23:00.002+08:00

so sleepy. band camp just over today. slept like at 1 plus this morning and woke up at 6 this morning. brain dead le. dun feel like doing s.s. but. must perservere. quite ok la the camp. just play until lips tear only plus 3~4 ulcers. bloody pain. our section is like 1 come or come. so 'united' lor.

2009-03-16T16:46:00.001+08:00

holiday hwk left 1 more geog essay!!!! finally. going to buy bks tmr :) so happy. but dunno wat bks to buy thats why go see see first. anyway, band camp got hk time. so funny. but its gd la. can do work instead of play horn><

2009-03-14T16:12:00.002+08:00

got back progress report. one good thing was that my L1R5 drop. bad thing was that i got very little A1s. and my sciences results alldop. esp chem. was so shock abt it. sigh. must buck up for next semester le. ok. so i went to IT show today. and being like a typical singaporean with kiasu-ism. we went there at 10 plus when it started at 12. zzz.. so hover around there then went to eat lunch at tower 2. had korean food. then while waiting for the food had a chat with the boss of the stall lols. wwas talking abt 5 cents and 50 cents/1 dollar. then when back to exhibition hall and finally bought my lovely super HOT and HHHOOOOOOOOOOOTTTTTTTT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! laptop:). yay!!!! so happy. band camp from wed to fri. dead. 24 hrs prac. lips surely gonna tear. anyway. manage to skip wed prac in the morn. cause gt geog lesson. :) so now, im gonna be a good girl and go back to my humongous workload of math hwk. seriously. i like gt 2 papers and 1 chapter hwk that is filled with 11 ques. gonna update pics on lunch today soon. i hope....

p.s: im blogging with the new comp. im a happy person:)

2009-03-05T16:17:00.002+08:00

4 marks. gone just like that. i'm speechless now. after all the hard work i put in.least said. the paper was not even hard. im so disappointed with myself. freaking ulcer in my cheek hurts fucking mad.

2009-02-26T15:52:00.001+08:00

i hate that im so careless with a dumb shit brain that can't even see the difference between kg and g even after i check through. i hate my new partner who is as disturbing as whatever you deem fit. i hate that im so useless and i cannot go anyway. i hate my superduper ugly grades now. i hate that im not improving. and best of all, i hate my screwed up life. cause i cannot go any further.

full of rants...

2009-02-20T20:03:00.000+08:00

my blog will probably go universal. with different language and such. If you cannot understand nvrmind. cause i cannot understand myself too.

2009-02-20T19:57:00.002+08:00

Lo odio quando vi comportate come se conosciate tutto. Non è come se siate perfetti tuttavia non sembrate vedere i vostri difetti. Sapere soltanto commentare. Tuttavia non cambiate mai che cosa è il vostro difetto. Non dovreste eliminarmi la vostra rabbia e comportarti come se voi stessi siate il meglio. Breve comunicato. Ci sono tonnellate di gente fuori là migliore di voi. Andare avere quattro prove la settimana prossima. Penso che praticamente stia andando perdere i sensi. Biologia, chimica, matematica avanzata e cinese. Argh! Neppure non ho il tempo da risparmiare per andare a POPOLARE. In primo luogo di marzo ha ottenuto il livello di O tre Practicals. Sospiro.

Italiano stasera. 圧力.

2009-02-18T16:35:00.002+08:00

YAAAAAAAAAAAAAY!!!!!!!!!! s.s test finally over. can heave a GREAT, GIGANTIC,HUMONGOUS sigh of RELIEF now!!!!! quite ok la the test. and theanks to see voon who so SAVED my life>.<. had band at SCH yesterday. just rembered that i went there once before.lols. play there very loud. then by 8.30 plus i already keep yawning nonstop. even though i had two tubes of sweet le. reached home abt 11. brain was super groggy. o today chem quiz is like **** hopefully the percentage included in the ca not very high if not i die le.zzz. so anyway, today im so gonna sleep uber early. :) don't suan me hor dorcas:P

2009-02-15T15:34:00.002+08:00

watch breakout yesterday. super funny. the effects damn cool also. then got 1 korean guy he sweat so much until you can see when he walk his sweat kepp dropping. then got three female dancers. they damn pro sia. like woah. any way got 1 part the ask a audience i think sitting two rows behind me to like be part of the act. so he went up like hostage. then finish already he came down and got a free t-shirt. so when the the performers pass by him again while running away from the police one of them said" hey, it's you." then everybody came together and said CHEESE! then they faster took a pic and continue running away. its like totally randomn but very funny. then got this SWAT person he can beat box really well. its like he did it for quite long. yah so thats all. got s.s test this wk, band rehersal on tues. will end sch at abt 10.30. zzz. die liao or. wed dunno how i am going to wake up at 7. then also dunno when got bio test. its suppose to be this wk. but she haven teach finish and nvr say when. so yup. that's all:)

2009-02-07T22:01:00.002+08:00

went to celebrate my grandma's birthday today. never went to a restaraunt where the srvice is so pathetic. I mean you expect a restaurant to have a better service compared to a haeker centre right? but apparently. NOT. Firstly, half of the things on their menu they did not have. nvm. then they served the food gt died fly inside. then after, when they cleared the plates, the claypot almost fall off the table. then after, when you know when your your plate is dirty then they change it for you? the food drop onto my back. zzz. like wth.... then, anyway both my grandpa and grandma are sooo cute. super hilarious. lols. had bio lesson last thurs. was learning contraceptions. seriously, of all the bio chap. i really hate reproductive system. anyway, saw the 'used' condom and IUD. was so freaking bid la the IUD. kind of scary. its like those torture tools people use in the torture chamber. except its specifically made for girls. terror. this whole lesson is just asking us not to have *** in the future. even joyce agree with me. wai leng (?) super funny. she saw the condom the size and was like the guys that very big meh? then me and xin ru were like ya. so she was like ew. then i forgot what she ask and what she replied. but any way one of her answers was i thought the thingy will expand (note: like balloon) during sexual intercourse. lmao. then went for self prac after that. next wk have 2 quiz and phy test. wonder if i gt pass chi test. only 4 in our class pass lor. (note: chi class our class separated one). last fri was slack so never received it cause gt health check . damn nie lor that day. eng-test, thus, no lesson. PE, iskander had to go for some math thingy, so can play games. play with xin ru, wan yi and ena,. super funny. then cause wan yi right hand the finger injured then all of us played with left hand. but then i suddenly lost my grip. so went wanting to hit the shuttlecock, the racket 'flew' out of my hand straight towards xin ru. but she never get hit la. then after that healthcheck/chi. then am mrs lim also go the math thingy. :) band uniform measurement until like 3.30 plus?? then started the proper cca. so happy this year our section the sec 1 junior got one person shorter than me!!!! haha. some more its a guy. heard from teri both the boy and girl quite good. so ccol lor. our section seriously need it what the rest of the sec*** not very good.

2009-01-31T18:49:00.002+08:00

gt back a math test paper on fri. quite surprised with my result cause i though got one question wrong plus careless mistakes will lose a lot of marks. at the end got 65 /70. quite pleased with myself. showed that my hard work paid off:). anyway, had bio lesson this morning. went to school was like a zombie. dead dead one. even my brain process information also a bit slow. then ms lim talk abt menstrual cycle is the more she talk the more confused i become. but then now ok le. i understand better after i "wake up". but quite cool lor. watch video and saw how babies develop in a womb. we actually kind of look like a dinosaur like in the first two months. quite cool when we haven develop our eyelids. like some alien like that. all black black one. uber interesting. on fri gt sabo by xin ru, lin yuan , shameer, and zaki lor. made me go do presentation for conversation. i like stand in front of the class like some worm. don't even know what to say.... so ya. zzz. next wk got 5 tests already. will be very tired. band is also more and more torturous. sigh. damn freaky scary nowadays. very tired today also. no mood to do anything. just want to sleep but then again, also cannot fall asleep leh...

the fetus so cool right!!!!

2009-01-25T13:47:00.002+08:00

haha. HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! im officially 16 le. :) went to marina barrage last thurs. the place quite ok. then saw this model photo shoot. sheis like so damn skinny. and her hair is pure white. her facial features like some doll face. very un-natural. so we just stand there and stare at the shoot. oh yah. just realise mr eng like to take pic of himself and the class a loy. took some pics there too. but lazy upload. when i free then see how.

any way. here's thanks to those wishing me a happy birthday:)

2009-01-21T18:19:00.001+08:00

yesterday oral was super funny. the conversation topic was talk about natural beauty then i heard natural building. so i talk abt 2 para plus then cher said u still have not answer my question. then he repeated the question. then i heard natural beauty. dots. then when i say correctly he like say finally lor. lols. bio spa today was ok?. then am exam quite ok. but made careless mistakes. 2 marks gone le. bio test ok la. so yup today is rest rest day.

counting down. 4 more days....

2009-01-16T19:48:00.002+08:00

life in school mainly just sucks

had pe today. was just pure torture. ran the first five runs around the field then by the fourth round stomach so pain due to XXX until i want to shit. lols. thn after that water break then ok le. then return back to the field. had to lie on the synthetic grass. did crunches and leg raise. sky look so nice when lying down. then before we start leaves started falling. then someone shouted autumn. lmao. then while resting between 4/5th round. we were talking abt chi test. then mr iskander heard then said.

later got test ar?
michelle: ya.
you in hmtl?
no la. we not so clever
huh. no la. then if like that the world so many ppl take normal mtl then the world is stupid?

super funny can. so after pe was chi. had chi test. read the first few lines was like die la . i dun understand. then read second time. is this chi? am a losing my ability to read chi?/?? then third time. whatev. then do do do until compre quite clear my mind lle. so went back to zong he tian kong. then so many careless mistakes. faster change then hand in. brain so fried the whole week. response damn slow. urgh.have band tmr. sun want to go sia.

dreading wednesday. with it comes horror and nightmare.
loving thursday.

2009-01-12T15:49:00.003+08:00

THERE IS NO SCHOOL TMR^^ WOOTS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

this is all thanks to the seniors for their hard work . let me tell you it is serious madness. ex 4/2 class the results is like WOW!!!!. so many A1s and A2s.then our sch gt 2 national scorers. cai xiao -10 A1s and another malay guy. imean can yoou believe it???? to score A1 in all subject especially in ENGLISH. some more she from China. such a disgrace to locals. stree are on us now. all teachers expect A1s from our class....

so no band tmr. YAY!!!! but on a heavier note, there is band on sat 9-12. wth? whatever. there is band on freaking wed at 7 -9 in the morning? when school start at 9. for goodness sake . its the time I(we) used to do self prac one.

went to raffles city on sun. bought a crumpler bag. brown one for birthday present. haha. but it's damn ex-$163. but quite nice to use.

maybe going this sat/sun to buy jeans for cny with mom.

this whole week is very hectic and i seriously dread wk3.

why?

answer: bio SPA (real one)
bio test
EM test
AM exam.
PRELIM oral. sighs.

very tired nowadays. drinking coffee to stay awake on sat till 1 plus in the morning just to revise for AM exam... ...

CONGRATS GRACE YEO FOR GETTING SIX A1s FOR OL。哈哈。see. my cursing helps:)

wonder what its like to pass the blade through the skin....
watching the blood flow.
hynoptic.

a dull day, a bleak future.

2009-01-10T14:15:00.001+08:00

had bio trail for SPA today. im so not gonna do well for the real one. so screwed. and i also want that bag dorcas. but i want the black one:) !!!!!!!!!!!

2009-01-10T14:12:00.001+08:00

this post is dedicated to the world of IDIOTS

let me tell you just because im a senior does NOT mean that im perfect. NEWSFLASH: im human too ok?
i have my faults. ou think we are what? robots? you just stand there scream and scream as though everything you do is oh so perfect. let me tell you. you are so WRONG. you yourself have the most fault then what you may think. so just fuck off and go away.

2009-01-06T19:20:00.002+08:00

this is what happens when you are bored and have nothing better to do.

There Are 3 Gaps in Your Knowledge

Where you have gaps in your knowledge:

Philosophy

Religion

Literature

Where you don't have gaps in your knowledge:

Economics

History

Science

Art

Do You Have Gaps in Your Knowledge?

You Are 28% Nerdy

You're a little nerdy, but no one would ever call you a nerd.

You sometimes get into nerdy things, but only after they've become a part of mainstream culture.

How Nerdy Are You?

You Are a Gingerbread Cookie

You are an organized, responsible person.

You value success, and you're likely to get an early start on the day.

You are good with both planning and numbers.

You have ambitious life goals, and you're well on your way to achieving them.

What Holiday Cookie Are You?

You Relate to Deer and Pandas

Your Power Animal: Deer

Animal You Were in a Past Life: Panda

You are a fun-seeker - an adventurous, risk-taker.

While you are spontaneous, you are not very rational.

The Animal Personality Test

The True You Values Harmony

You want your girlfriend or boyfriend to be more relaxed, calm, and composed.

With respect to money, you are a bit stingy.

You think good luck is something you won't attain - you expect bad luck.

The hidden side of your personality tends to be satisfied to care for things with a minimal amount of effort.

You have a tendency to overdo things, but basically you value your friendships highly.

When it comes to finding a romantic partner, you make opportunities to interact with many people through club activities or a hobby, then select someone you like.

Who's The True You?

Your Element Is Air

You dislike conflict, and you've been able to rise above the angst of the world.

And when things don't go your way, you know they'll blow over quickly.

Easygoing, you tend to find joy from the simple things in life.

You roll with the punches, and as a result, your life is light and cheerful.

You find it easy to adapt to most situations, and you're an open person.

With you, what you see is what you get... and people love that!

What's Your Element?

You Are Copper

You are provocative and challenging. You help people realize who they really are.

You live a very balanced life. You always take time for love and art.

You are both a powerful and generous person. You always have time to give back.

People find you to be incredibly ethical and loyal.

What Metal Are You?

You Are Agnostic

God? Religion? Maybe... you're just not sure.

You're still figuring out your spiritual path... or figuring out you really don't care.

You believe that no one really can know the true story about religion or God.

So you might as well relax a little. You'll go crazy trying make sense of it all.

Are You an Atheist, Agnostic or a Believer?

You Are Trusted

You are down to earth, humble, and honest. You are likely to be in excellent mental and physical health.

It's likely that you will have two or three children. You can conceive pretty easily.

You are not easily moved. You are very stoic and not though of as an emotional person.

You are very detail oriented and tidy. Some may even call you obsessive.

You are quite conservative. You are neither a flirter or a flaunter.

What Does Your Belly Button Say About You?

2009-01-02T19:56:00.002+08:00

had a co-form teacher this year. may be the sch has finally realise that XXX is unsuitable for taking our class alone? any way, i seriously had this sch. just when i dacided to watch breakout and bought t the ticket already they freakingly decided that as part of our aesthetic training the sec 4 cohort is TENTATIVELY also going to watch breakout on 14 feb at 3 pm. some more is same time and date. zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz. I HATE THEM sia!!!!! oh yah. zainal place swap with zaki. then now our area very quiet. cause nby talking. lols. tmr band only nid to play for first slot then can go home le. so happy. cause later nid to go damai sec. yay!!!!!!!!

2008-12-31T17:59:00.001+08:00

going to watch breakout on 14 feb 09!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! haha. so cool lor. go internet bk gt like the M row seat then my aunt ask her friend the friend help then manage get the C row seat. YAY!!!!!

2008-12-30T19:27:00.001+08:00

school starting in 2 more days.....

new year in 1 more day....

approaching death in XXX days...

o level in XXX days....

how am i suppose to spent these days.....

2008-12-25T18:59:00.002+08:00

1.the people who tagged you are?
see voon

2. your relationship with them?
very good friend. when in trouble she will lend a helping hand and is a comfort to all. and a dance-maniac?

3. your 5 impressions of them?
-always a smile on her face
-ready to help others
-forgiving
-filed with goodness to the brim
-HOT!!!!! (haha)

4. the most memorable thing they did for you?
erm when i lost my phone (which by the way was quite new) she help console me and wanted to follow me to look for .... (the un-name-able) even though class was starting as reccess had ended. so thanks a lot!!!!

5. The most memorable thing she said to you?
erm... eh... hmmm. i really cannot remember. sry. :P

6.If they become your lovers, you will....
a) impossible. cause we are both not les.
b) i dun think it will ever happen. haha

7. If they become your enemy, you will....
wait till it happens first. no point thinking abt it mow.

8 and 9 are missing

10. what is it you want to tell them now.
I MISS YOU :D lols ( like public declaration sia)

11. your overall impression of them?
a joy to be with.

12.How do you think people around you feel about you?
hmm. i dun really care. besides i dun pay much attention about them either way.

13.The characters you hate about yourself are?
-lazy

14.the characters you love about yourself are?
im the only one of ME on this planet

15.the most ideal person youu want to be is?
myself. cause god gave me this body so i shld appreciate it

16.For the people who care and like about you say something to them
theanks for putting up with my looney-ness and messiness:)

17. Pass this quiz to 10 people whom you wish to know how they feel about you.
1.dorcas
2.seevoon
3.wan yi
4.xin ru
5.jia xuan
6.zainal
7.teri
8.cassandra
9.crystal
10.xin rui

18. Who is no.6 having relationship with?(zainal)
none

19. Is no.9 female or male? (crystal)
female

20. If no.7 and no.10 are together, will it be a good thing?
(teri and xin rui)
i dun think its possible cause they are both girls

21.What is no.2 studying about?(see voon )
not sure

22. What kind of music does no.8 like?(cassandra)
linkin park

23. When was the last time you had a chat with no.3?(wan yi)
before school close

24. does no. 1 have any siblings?(dorcas)
ya. one little bro-luke

25. Will you woo no.3?(wan yi)
.... ....

26. how about no.7?(teri)
... ...

27. Is no. 4 single?(xin ru)
yup

28. what's the surname of no.5?(jia xuan)
chong

29.what's the hobby of no.10?(xin rui)
hmm. nt sure

30.does no. 5 and no. 9 get along well?(jia xuan and crstal)
they dun even noe each other....

31. Where's no. 2 studying at? (see voon )
temasek

32. talk about no.1?(dorcas)
she's looney like me:) my very dearest wife.who likes chicken while i like potato. she absolutely adores t shirts and jeans and has given her first kiss to momo. she has caught the manga and anime bug from me and rayner and loves code geass lelouch. she also have a weird fascination with grey eyes and can stare into them for hours.

33.have you tried developing feelings for no.8?(cassandra)
nope.

34.where does no. 9 live? (crystal)
somewhere in singapore.

35.what does no.4 like?( xin ru)
shooting and spiders.

36.are no.1 and no.5 best friends?(dorcas and jia xuan)
no

37.does no. 1 have any pets? (dorcas)
ya. momo. a dog.

38.is no. 7 the sexiest in the world?(teri)
hmm. im not in the position to comment.

39.what is no. 10 doing now? (xin rui)
hmm. i really dunno.

finally completed the quiz. went cycling at pasir ris park again so many ppl . some more i just learn only. bloody scary. then when cycling this little boy suddenly ran in front of my father's bike. quite shocking. lucky he never get hit.

2008-12-18T17:37:00.000+08:00

Greed:	Medium
Gluttony:	Low
Wrath:	Low
Sloth:	Medium
Envy:	Medium
Lust:	Very Low
Pride:	Very Low

Take the Seven Deadly Sins Quiz

took it from dorcas's blog:).

2008-12-17T15:48:00.002+08:00

tried my hands at making meringues. let me tell yo. have anyonen seen a gigantic pao siza meringue? i dobt so. and they smell verg sweet and so i think will taste very sweet. they are baking in the oven now and its gonna take a long painful 2hours... sigh.

2008-12-16T15:42:00.003+08:00

this bk is like seriously very nice to read. must go read!!!

summary:

Twenty- four are forced to enter. Only the winner survives.
In the ruins of a place once known as North America lies the nation of Panem, a shining Capitol surrounded by twelve outlying districts. Each year, the districts are forced by the Capitol to send one boy and one girl between the ages of twelve and eighteen to participate in the Hunger Games, a brutal and terrifying fight to the death – televised for all of Panem to see.
Survival is second nature for sixteen-year-old Katniss Everdeen, who struggles to feed her mother and younger sister by secretly hunting and gathering beyond the fences of District 12. When Katniss steps in to take the place of her sister in the Hunger Games, she knows it may be her death sentence. If she is to survive, she must weigh survival against humanity and life against love.

you can go this website http://www.scholastic.com/thehungergames/about-the-book.htm to read the first chapter.

watch twilight already. a disappointment i must say. but its ok la. if anyone dun want to go cinema watch can go www.twilightthemovie-twilight.blogspot.com watch. :)

band today. again. when is it never. was ok la. had sectionals with zat. a bit scary then my legs shaking until like i cannot stand lor. zzz. but manage to play then caleb and crystal gt scolded because cannot play. i think crystal case is a bit unjustified lor. cause i think she nervous then cannot relly play.

2008-12-13T16:28:00.002+08:00

just went ot pasir ris park to cycle. needless to say, i fell down. zzz. first fall in the whole year. haha. so happy. but hit my stomach when i fall then when i tried to stand, my perception became very blurry then have to sit down then after that ok le. lols.

2008-12-06T19:47:00.002+08:00

1) How many texts are in your inbox?
25
2) When did your last hug take place?
just now
3) Are you a jealous person?
not really
4) Are you tired right now?
not really
5) Do you chew on your straws?
yup
6) Have you ever been called a tease?
nope
7) Do you like to cuddle?
no
8) Do you cry easily?
no
9) Are you a heavy sleeper?
depends
10) Where is your cellphone?
in front of me
11) Do you think you can last in a relationship for 6months?
not planning to have one
12) Are you mad at someone right now?
no
13) Do you believe love at first sight?
god no. that is just so cheesy.
14) What makes you laugh out loud?
funny AND retarded people to things
15) Who was the last person you talked to?
my mother
16) Name one person on your top friends who is most like you.
not sure
17) Do you get butterflies when around the person you like?
no
18) Will you get married?
never
19) When was the last time you smiled?
1 hr ago
20) Does anyone like you?
dunno
21) Do you secretly like someone?
nope
22) Who was the first person you talked to today?
mom
23) Who do you most feel comfortable talking to about anything?
dorcas, madeline
24) What are you NOT looking forward to?
band
25) Has someone of the opposite sex ever told you they loved you, and they meant it?
nope
26) Suppose you see your ex kissing another person what would you do?
would never happen. cuz im not gonna have a bf
27) Are you a forgiving person?
depends
28)What's something you really want right now?
OL to faster come
29) Have you fallen for you best friend's ex?
nope.
30) What's the last thing you put in your mouth?
ben and jerry's ice cream :D
31) Have you ever kissed anyone named Michelle?
nope. im not les
32) Who was the last person you drove with?
ee
33) How late did you stay up last night, and why?
11 plus. watch tv and then did a bit of am revision
34) If you could move somewhere else, would you?
hmmm. maybe not
35) Do you prefer calls or texts?
calls
36) When was the last time you cried, really hard?
i can't rmb
37) Who took the profile picture?
dun have one
38) Who was the last person you took a picture of?
my bro
39) Can you live a day without TV?
duh. wat kind of ques is this.zzz
40) Who do you want to do this?
up to you

2008-11-29T22:05:00.001+08:00

watch madagascar 2 today. the show's quite funny though retarded at times. but starting the advertisement they play so long until i want to fall asleep le. then just now just watch cheaper bythe dozens 2. the fathers are super funny lor.

2008-11-28T21:14:00.001+08:00

painted the whole hse today. im so tired that i want to crash...

2008-11-25T22:11:00.002+08:00

went to pulau ubin recently and cycled all the way to chek jawa. butt pain like shit the next day and cannot sit.

today:
band concert. all in all, it can be sum up in one word: pathetic.
not mentioning names, there were some ******** that cannot play.
even the pieces was wrong.
too many mistakes made by everyone.

next wk : torture camp. argh.. tell me la. how to survive? i want to die le. so sleepy; tired now.

2008-11-22T09:23:00.002+08:00

going to pulau ubin tmr :)

i hate you and you're better off dead
u banglah shit of an asshole.
think you're so great.
dunno then dun anyhow accuse ppl la.
only know how to scold
like you're the only one in the world that matters.
think the whole world own you sth.
but news flash!
you're so freaking wrong.
the world does not revovle around you.
and while *** may be the centre of gravity for you
it is not for us ok?
so just get off our backs.
we do it only as a necessity; obligation
not because of passion.
we have the right to feel angry
cause you say one thing
and your actions says another.
do not do to others what you do not what others to do you
remember it
before you say sth.
argh!

2008-11-14T17:42:00.002+08:00

this year the holiday dun even seem like one. piles of hwk waiting on my table, and teachers expect us to do the work, revise, read ahead AND rest. tell me, where the hell do i have that much time to do all this things. plus we still have cca and syf next year. can die lor. want to siao already. went to bugis with dorcas yesterday. bought white blouse and some shirt. haha. first time buy shirt colour not white one lor. going to kinokuya this sun to buy maybe three bks. :). and i still need a school bag. sigh. where in the world will i find more $$$$. depressed....

2008-11-12T20:30:00.000+08:00

As the blood pierces through,
blood flows like the
fast-flowing river.
You watched,
entranced by the rhythmatic drops,
falling one by one slowly,
into a big red puddle.
The pain is nothing compared to what you've been through.
The emotions that courses through your body,
you relish it,
taking away pain and hurt,
leaving behind peace and release.
You yearn to try it again.
But the devil reappears,
shocked by your actions,
he watched,
mouth agape,
leaving you with overwhelming fear.
Watched under the scrutinity of others again,
you hate it,
you yearn to break free,
to learn how to spread your wings,
to fly again.

2008-11-09T17:49:00.005+08:00

when to sungei buloh yesterday. did not so many birds but saw a lot of monitor lizards the shit and got like 13 mosquito bites on my body and is those super big one. did not saw a lot of birds there. but saw quite alot of squirel. wanted to take apic of it before it ran away but bro was hogging on the cam. zzz. went to raffles; far east to find the white shirt for band concert to no avail. had korean food for lunch at a shop called su sth. the food there not very nice BUT ex like hell. Eg: one cup of mineral water cost $2; one cup of coke cost $3. lols

retarded pic no1:

retarded pic no2:

the butterfly. so lucky. the butterfly stayed still while i tiik the pic:)

love the leaves of this plant. looks so nice.

2008-11-06T16:07:00.002+08:00

physics spa was ok today. though i drop the lens twice cus the lens holder had no wax.but dun think teacher minus any marks. grad. and y-int was funny. not equal at all. had last ss lesson with mrs ng. dun want her to do. i dun wan *** nxt yr. she too strict then nxt yr will DIE!

The truth is tearing up my heart

I can't recognise this place

The endless road without a stop sign

Can't even find a stranger this time chorus

Why am I still holding back my tears

In this loneliness there's nothing left to fear

Every chord still seems a wonder

How we could be together

Everytime I ask if this would be the last

Why am I still talking to myself

Hoping you will have the keys to my cell

Every song might calm the weather

But it just draws me deeper

How do I get out of this I think~ I never will

A crystal forming in the eye

Maybe this would be the last

The winding path down my face

Till I begin to taste the bitterness inside

Why am I still holding back my tears

In this loneliness there's nothing left to fear

Every chord still seems a wonder

How we could be together

Everytime I ask if this would be the last

Why am I still talking to myself

Hoping you will have the keys to my cell

Every song might calm the weather

But it just draws me deeper

How do I get out of this I think~ I never will

2008-11-04T14:20:00.013+08:00

went to sentosa (again) last sun to celebrate my cousin's birthday. quite boring actually. got a lot of ppl i dunno. even when i walk pass my relatives on the stairs i dun even recognise them. so pathetic right? anyway, waited from 5 plus to 7.53 just for the birthday cake to be cut so i can go home. chem spa was... shall i say... a disappointment? pipette filler when missing halfway through then i panic. teacher i think thought i want to cheat keep looking around. then asked for another pipette filler from teacher. at the end it was some how found on another bench and dunno who took it oso... zzz.

my auntie

my big uncle

jie ying jie jie

waited for almost 3hrs for the cake to be cut.

can u spot the lizard? hmmm...

look like got fire right? haha. actually is from the bbq pit the smoke

sunset:D

kampong huts

dense undergrowth

READ THIS:

singapore flyer

in the car, near parkway parade there.

2008-11-01T20:33:00.002+08:00

Your Learning Style: Practical and Rational

You aren't afraid of hard work... or learning something completely on your own.

You Should Study:

Accounting
Business
Civil Engineering
Finance
Health administration
Law
Medicine

http://www.blogthings.com/whatshouldyoustudyquiz/">What Should You Study?

2008-10-31T14:37:00.000+08:00

im utterly depressed now. got back report bk today... results sucks like HELL.

2008-10-29T16:34:00.002+08:00

had chem spa today. was doing calculations and finding my concentration very weird-0.0948mol/dm^3. so was thinking abt it then mrs chan came over and look at my paper than look at ale's one then look at my one. then im like thinking what have i done wrong. so turnss out my concentration was correct then proceeded to do the %purity. so was doing then found mine to be 1.63% at first. was thinking it was impossible so the answer x40 and got65.4% which seem much more plausible. which actually was correct. so quite lucky. then after bio SPA. hydrogen peroxide (concentrated) is corrosive then a lot of ppl in my class got corroded. quite painful actually. then when for chi. no presentatioon for me today. which means i will probably be next wk. so that's it. :)

2008-10-28T19:41:00.002+08:00

got band today... went all the way down to amphitheatre to practie for open hse. the band sounds so... urgh!... there. Too LOUD cum too much ECHO= NOISE!! anyway, carried 3 stands down today. feeling a sense of accomplishment. first time sia. and the stands are not say very light ok. thne after went to dorcas hse to play with momo. His teeth quite sharp so when he bite a bit pain. then stayed until 3.15(dorcas's mother sent us back to sch:]). went back band, horn the srring came out. then tried to fix it... and... failed many times too. miraculously, the gods decided to take pity on me, and i managed to fix the trigger. lol. and i sounded nice too after that. so yeah...

2008-10-26T20:40:00.000+08:00

shall start a 2nd blog cuz im bored to death at home. haha. hate-the-best-possible-emotion basically describes ME!! a person who dun believe in love:). ya so next 2 weeks is INTENSIVE studying le. A math gonna start differentiation. super worried that i cannot understand. my father oso got problem understanding and his math is like 10 times better than mine. woots. so all the best to moi. oso got chi presentation next wk to prepare us for O levels oral. so jia you le. went to sentosa today. fell like im a damn bloody idiot. took so many nicce nice pics then accidentally deleted them. so damn piss. then ran around all the places to 'recover' those pics-looking like an idiot at the same time. then the second time i took the pics was not very nice. diao-.-.

2008-10-26T20:32:00.027+08:00

somehow, im aweird stairs fanatic...

this is my fave pic. together with the jellyfishes.

it looks like my bro's head now. cuz he go cut GI. laughed the entire time at the barber while he was getting his hair cut can.

the bamboo there were nice. look like some old drama the show where the ppl start to fight.

remembered a book about some rabbit(or maybe is another animal) pulling a spinach or is it radish.hmm...

japanese spider crab

some fountain pic that my bro took